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After orgasm 3 my tears are pathetically welling up…

Not too many... just a few...

He said he had a headache… My heart sank…

In bed for sleep, he usually starts off with his back to me and I usually rub my breasts and pussy against him… He doesn’t seem to mind…and it usually gives him a hard on.

After about 30 seconds of rubbing he says

“Do I need to get a condom?” It could be my imagination – or more likely he is teasing me, but he sounds put upon and tired. But I need his cock, so I swallow my pride…

We fuck and its good, but I feel abit shitty at the same time. I think I’m using him for his cock, and although it feels huge and hard I’m worried about his head hurting and him not really wanting to be doing it…

After orgasm 3 my tears are pathetically welling up. He can’t see because we are in darkness. I’m feeling kind of monstrous – like a female spider.

I cum again and again, and again. Its good to be sexually satisfied – but sad isn’t so great.

“You’d better come out now – or I’ll be keeping you here all night” I say reluctantly. He takes out his still hard cock and I dig out the wank cloth.

“That was intense, but what’s the matter?” he asks as I lie on his chest while he arranges the cloth.

“Nothing, really. Well there is something, but can I tell you after?”

“Tell me now!”

“No, please let me tell you after… Its not big or awful, but it is something…” He self pleasures and I help out, licking, sucking, rubbing and scratching where he likes it…

After, I try to talk, but I can’t really find the words to express…

“Are you vulnerable and inarticulate?” He asks (in a Brooklyn accent.)

“Kind of… Its just that I feel like I’m using you and… I mean I know you were hard, but did you enjoy the fucking?” He pulls me closer.

“Of course I did! Don’t you know I was only playing earlier? Silly! I thought you knew that…” I’m getting my words together abit better now…

“I’ve always played hard to get in the past. Well, maybe not played – just not been needing to have sex so much, but now its different. I think I’m trying to ask if its alright with you that I am now always ready for ‘it’. I’m finding it abit overwhelming… Always wanting it… Always thinking abou…”

He kisses me on the forehead and pulls me even closer.

“Is that what you’re going on about? Any man, dead or alive would not find this a problem!”

“Really?” I feel so relieved. rather silly, and sweetly reassured…

 

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Putting the record straight…

I haven’t mentioned this before – because it seemed quite insignificant at the time – but my husband now knows about this blog…

I can’t lie about anything really to my nearest and dearest friends and I just had to tell him…

His reaction, I thought was incredible as it was so ‘nothing!’

I think I began the conversation with lights out and just after having sex…

“Well, that’s another one for the blog…”

“Oh yeh?” he replies rather sleepily…

“I actually do have a blog…”

“Yeh… Really?” still sleepy – probably not the best time to have a conversation with him!

“I’ll tell you about it in the morning, but basically our sex life in detail is on the internet…”

“What… what have you called your blog?”

“Sexuallifeofawife.”

“Oh that sounds good.”

“Really, so you don’t mind?”

“No, why should I?” I pause in the conversation to think of a reply and in the meantime he is asleep…

The next morning I show him some posts (I go out the room as I feel really quite scared of his opinion on my writing – him being a writer by profession and ‘abit’ of a perfectionist!)

And as I thought the first thing he does is point out some spelling and punctuation mistakes (!)

Then he gives me praise! (Hallelujah and I jump 50 feet inside myself!) He likes it! He can be so scornful of bad/lazy writing and he wouldn’t be too worried about hurting my feelings on this account.

So now that puts the record straight!

Oh, yeh... this has been me all week!

 

 

 

 
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Posted by on December 14, 2011 in Honesty, relationships, sex, The truth

 

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