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More torment!

Not so persuasive after all!

He’s going to the doctors…

He’s been too ill to bathe, so he is soaping up his hairy chest. He walks into the living room all lathered…’Oh, how I wish I were the doctor!’

I feel totally, totally deprived of fucks and when he’s ready to go, I ask him (trying not to whine!) when I can sit on his cock?

“Soon!” (Not soon enough for me!!!) I give him a hug – trying not to seem too desperate… He looks at me with a little smile on his lips.

“You’ve tormented me all these years. Now there’s just a chance, I can torment you! So tonight, I’ll wake you up again and turn you on… But no cock for pussy, until I’m better!” This is like the worst kind of Chinese torture…

“But I really didn’t mean to tease you, I didn’t have any libido. I was breast feeding and my hormones made me just be there for babies! Now my hormones are totally geared for you. To be fucked by you, used by you. But you’re ill and I’m going crazy!!!”

The bastard just smiles at me and goes for his appointment. God I want his cock!

Secretly, I’m thinking that he’s just got a cold. But on the other hand, I can be very persuasive when I want to be fucked and last night it didn’t make a blind bit of difference… So maybe he really is ill…

Oh, God, I feel awful! Apparently, the doctor says he’s not getting any air into one of his lungs and has to have total rest as he is very close to pneumonia. Antibiotics – should take a few days. A FEW DAYS!!!

God I’m a complete bitch when I’m thinking in my knickers…

But poor guy. You might not believe me, but I do know that he is more than just a big cock. In hindsight he was playing down his symptoms and acting rather brave..Pneumonia is very serious after all…

But still, he is being rather cruel to me… Don’t you think?

 

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Fuck, fuck, fuck! Hurry night…

He’s gone out to the shops – I am still turned on. The kids are making a lovely mess downstairs…

We’ve had good times and not so good – some times of practically no sex etc.

Since my littlest has not been waking so much at night and my breast feeding hormones have diminished its like I’ve fallen in love/lust with my husband again. Maybe he’s always just been a constant – but I know that he is now definitely paying me more attention sexually – maybe because he knows more what I want and our kinks match.  Its not like it used to be at all –  its actually way way better. Its a shame really as we had so much time back then – but now with work and 3 children time is oh so limited…

When will this honeymoon period end..

I am tidying out a bedroom drawer piled high with months of stuffed papers, clothes and toys. He comes up behind me and  grabs my ass and starts rubbing me through my clothes where its most delicious – just where his cock should go. In just under 3 seconds I am all his and will literally do anything for him…He pushes me up hard against the wardrobe and slaps me (quite softly) across both cheeks…

Then the bastard leaves me to carry on tidying…

Later he pushes me into the pantry and thumps me where he rubbed me before and hits me around the breasts and face. He then complains that his trousers are getting stained and its my fault and slaps me some more.

Fuck, fuck, fuck! Hurry night…

 

 

 

 

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Wanking and breastfeeding – is there a link?

Was going to write about having had great sex at 2am previous night and feeling exhausted  by it and why did we have to do it etc… But fell asleep!

Its not that I mind him wanking, I just find it quite amazing that we have had sex nearly every day this week and he still finds the urge (and time!) to masterbate!

What does concern me is that for years and years we didn’t have sex – maybe once a month if we were lucky and then we would be listening out for baby sounds…

I had absolutely no libido during breastfeeding.Three children breastfed for about three years each, plus pregnancies in which I couldn’t have sex during the first 3 months of pregnancy due to tiredness and nausia – and then my husband was too scared to have sex with me during the last three months of pregnancy incase he hurt the baby. (We did have a bleed during a ‘session’ in the first pregnancy in which I was admitted to hospital – so who can blame him.) All this adds up to over 10 years!

About half the time we have been together! Thats alot of time without having sex! My husband must have been sooooo frustrated – and he was but he never pestered me – but thank God for wanking – otherwise I’m sure he would have had to have had an affair (or two or three!)

I remember this period of abstinence well. Dried up crusty hankies and socks with tissues in them hidden in every inconceivable place!

I’m truly amazed that the sex we have now is so so good as at one point our love making was rather snatched and nonexistant for oh so very long.

Hormones are curious things….

 

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