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All the things I never wanted…

I never wanted to be called a slut.

I never wanted to be objectified.

I never wanted to be used.

I never wanted to be called a slut.

I never wanted to have my pussy pounded so hard.

I never wanted to have my nipples pinched as much as they are now.

I never wanted to feel so helpless and eager with my legs spread wide.

I never wanted to be fingered with more than two fingers.

I never wanted to feel so submissive.

I never wanted to feel the back of his hand so bad…

I never wanted to wake up with a cock being shoved into my mouth.

I never wanted to be so wet and ready all the time.

I never wanted to be whistled at.

I never wanted to be buggered by such a huge one.

I never wanted to be pawed and mauled.

I never wanted to be fucked every night (and day).

I never really really really wanted to suck cock.

I never wanted to be degraded so much.

I never wanted to think about another woman giving him head,

nor him holding me open for someone else to wank over…

I never wanted to be looked at with a stranger’s leering eye.

I never wanted to be so abused.

I never wanted to be a good writer.

I never wanted you the reader to get hard or wet reading my words.

How things have changed this past year…

HAPPY NEW YEAR! MAY YOU HAVE A GOOD ONE!

 

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“Come kitty kitty come!”

It actually fitted!

I’d given him a black cat collar with a little silver bell for a Christmas present…

I was sitting at the bottom of the tree distributing the presents. Also sorting used wrapping and rubbish into bags as they were discarded. I had my hands full…

In my ears there was a ringing which had been going on for a while – but with my concentration of the tasks in hand, I was not totally aware of it. I looked then at the source of sound and he was ringing the cat collar bell hard.

“Come kitty kitty come!” he said…

I think I blushed a deep red and tried to focus on what I was meant to be doing…

A little later, I put the collar on. It actually fitted!

He was in the bathroom and I ‘had’ to go in there to put some towels in drawers. I also wanted to see what he thought of his new ‘present’.

His eyes shot right to the collar.

” That really really suits you!” he said sounding almost surprised! I was suddenly pulled tight to him.

“You’d give anyone a boner!” I think I must have blushed again. Boner! I’ve never heard him say that word – nor have I ever used it – but it sounded so exquisitely ‘dirty’.

The rest of the morning was a haze of arousal…

I’d done something wrong and he was calling me all sorts of derogatory names under his breath.

“Arsehole! Bitch! Slut! Whore! Etc!”

Gosh we are so sexual towards each other – but yet there are so many things we haven’t done – like this degradation with insults.

I think I was trying to chop some vegetables and he was standing close beside me. The effect of his words was such a hot rush of a turn on… My clit was just steamingly hard and tingling all over – It almost felt like I would cum soon if he carried on with his oh so lovely name calling.

We had visitors, but I lost count of the times that my clit was rubbed, nipples pinched or pussy pounded…There were also numerous manhandlings of breasts and ass and I got quite a few smackings  for doing so many many things wrong…

Overall a very pleasant way to spend the Christmas morning…

 

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Accepting Awards!

To get up to date with my blogging this year I must respond to  2 awards!The first was the Tell Me About Yourself award given to me by terriblytorn13 Thank you terribly torn! 

To accept this award, I have to nominate 15 blogs that I like and want to pass this award on to and also tell you 7 things about myself…

So here goes (not in order of preference etc)

1) A Smile Like the Sun  What can I say… Huff is funny and horny and lovely all at the same time. He has posted some excellent poems as comments to some of my posts – which I am very flattered to have recieved.

2) A True Unfolding Scarlett Dubois writes some excellent erotica. There are also very honest accounts from her married life which are sometimes horny, but always interesting to read.

3) Always Each Other The similarities between Liza and myself are uncanny! We contacted each other before she started her blog…Now she has begun posting there is no stopping her. Fascinating for me (and you!) Her blog is so new – but so damn good!

4) Virtual Sin I love the hot and horny poetry from Virtual Sinner. We also had what I felt to be a rather  exciting exchange mounting to 69 comments on his ‘Ingenue’ post…

5) Best Bathroom Books As I’ve said before humor from a higher intelligence (maybe he’s an alien…) Seriously though Les has some very eye catching titles which draw you to his blog without you having any control over your fingers. Can also sometimes be informative!

6) Ejackulated This is hot stuff. Am hoping to find out more info about this guy who ups my stats the most – since I have been added to his blogroll…

7) Franny’s Secret Franny is gorgeously sexy! This blog is sometimes in German and sometimes in excellent English. Like myself she takes pictures of herself – Franny’s photos come across very very well…

8) You’ve Been Hooked! The Hook is an excellent writer – which he has been rewarded with a commission for a book version of his blog – about the daily grind of working in a hotel. Well worth a visit!

9) 2Passion 2Passion has been in a marriage he would like to leave… He has also been having a rather hot affair – which now seems to be cooling…It also looks like he has some cancer cells: (

10) Der Erzahler’s Erotic Tales The pictures he posts are very horn inducing. At least one of them never fails to get me wet…

11) The Postman Always Rings I don’t think the Postman is writing at the moment – but if we keep hitting on his site he might blog some more (when he isn’t so busy of course!)  In two words HOT and HORNY!

12) Musings About Me This gal is on a journey to find love… Some very interesting reads..

13) My Sex Like With Lola HH writes so eloquently about his life with Lola. Yes it is mostly about sexual happenings – but it can’t help but be as Lola is in no uncertain words a nymphomaniac. I find certain aspects of her masturbational tendencies very similar to my own…

14) The Chase Religion and Sex in the same blog. Yes it is possible and a very horny and interesting combination it makes!

15) Domination Diary The Dom writes about daily thoughts – but also about his long term life with submissive partner. This resonates very much with my own story… Definitely food for thought for my dirty masochistic mind…

Oh gosh, now 7 things about myself…

1) I bumped into my first boyfriend today by chance with his wife. Was so happy that I looked half decent! really gorgeous!

2) I once masturbated and had about 40 orgasms… sometime last year…

3) I used to binge and diet to excess. But am now so in touch with my body that I never go hungry and usually know when I am full. I am generally healthy, but do eat some chocolate everyday and don’t feel guilty in the least… I am so thankful to be this way as food and my body used to be such a battle. Now I love food and my body to bits (apologies if this sounds a bit hippyish!)

4) I am not the most skillful at being on top when having sex – but plan to change this in the very near future… will keep you posted on this!

5) My sex drive has grown and grown these past few years. I now think of sex much of the time…

6) Apart from my husband’s cock, I have no addictions…

7) I was a tomboy at school and could still beat all the boys at armwrestling age 17. (Which I found rather disappointing at the time!)

Now for the Liebsterblog Award which was given to me by Franny Thank you Franny!

The Liebster Blog can be awarded to 5 blogs that you like with less than 100 followers… You must also display the Liebster Logo. Which I have!

Here they are:

1) Lost in the Arms of Destiny Poetry and prose from the heart. A young woman’s journey through love and life. Some of this is very deep and sometimes hard to read because of its raw pain.

2) The Naughty Poet Poetry at its best. Very evocative….

3) Scribbles of a Confused Mind The writer calls himself Cruel Intentions which of course immediately intrigued the imagination of my little masochistic mind. He has a great interest in BDSM and Spirituality!

4) Lost in Nevada This guy was the first ever to click my like button! He is of the swinging lifestyle of which I know nothing about. Very interesting and not just about sex…

5) Beneath the Concrete the Forest Grows James Wakeling lives in Brighton and takes such wonderful photographs…

Thats it for now folks!

SophiaX

 
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Posted by on December 27, 2011 in love, masochism, sex, Uncategorized

 

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Hot sticky liquid!

It was late – about 1am – I’d wrapped most of the children’s    presents and due to 2 previous bedtimes of 3am (yes, more sexual deviencies) I was very tired.

The night before, he’d given me 4 cock orgasms and then one of the girls had woken up.  I said that I would be back and gave him some wanking instructions. Unfortunately I fell asleep trying to get her settled..

So the next evening I owed him some satisfaction…

But I was exhausted. He put my hand on his cock and I was doing my best – but drifting off to sleep every now and again. I told him so, but that I was sorry ( I always find it so horny apologising to him) Everytime I was sorry – he made me open my legs wide and would hit me hard in the pussy – or right on the clit. He needed to hear a ‘thank you’ everytime.

After about the 10th drifting into sleep – I found this hard fat cock being shoved into my mouth and his hands at the back of my head guiding the procedure..

This kind of woke me up…

I was giving head again. I felt very greedy for any precum which oozed out every now and again. I would taste it, keep some in my mouth…kiss him – allowing him a taste of himself – which he seemed to be very urgent for aswell…

My lips were wide closed and bobbing up and down around his now bursting head with my tongue flat and rubbing on the sensitive spot. Both of his hands were gently guiding at the back of my head – but mostly it was all my effort…

I was expecting at least another half hour of licking/sucking/throating/tonguing/tasting/gorging/gagging – although he was feeling really hard and bulging somewhat at the head – and so it felt rather sudden – this hot sticky liquid cumming into my mouth. Of course I did my best in swallowing it all up…

This morning he gave me some very nice praise:

“You’re really very good at what you do. Do you do it professionally?”

“Not yet.. I’m perfecting my art first…” He’s looking at me as if he’s won lots of money…

“Why, oh why did we waste all those years…?”

“I don’t know… and we had so much time then…” I reply

“Maybe its abit like a novel which you put off writing. Then when you do write it – it feels so easy and all comes together and its just so…”

“Brilliant!” I say.

“Amazing!” He says

“Mindblowing!” I agree…

Happy Christmas to all you lovely horny sexy readers!!!

 

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“You’re selfish! Only thinking of yourself!”

Doing the housework (not!)

I’m menstruating which I find damn frustrating as he is just getting well enough to fuck me!!!

Anyway, just before I came on he made me squirt about 10 times by hitting my pussy over and over. I was sopping wet… anyway to cut a long story short he didn’t get any satisfaction because apparently I fell asleep…

The next day I thought about how I could make it up to him. Fucking was out as I was gushing blood by this stage… Blow job!

I was trying to tidy up the house and ooh, the idea of taking him in my mouth got me really excited…

Come bed time I had a mouth ulcer on my tongue. As is the case with still quite a few  matters to do with sex I am still quite innocent/uninformed… I thought – but wasn’t sure if a mouth ulcer was part of the herpes simplex virus and could possibly be transmitted to his sex organs – so maybe shouldn’t give him ‘head’

“So if you didn’t have a mouth ulcer I could fuck your beautiful mouth?” were his words…

He took the laptop out and searched several sites which stated that a mouth ulcer was in fact not contagious at all etc. But to help the mouth ulcer I should not be eating chocolate or nuts – which I do quite alot on a daily basis. The laptop went away..

“Have you been eating chocolate? pinching my right nipple.

“Agh! Yes… yes I have!” pinches left nipple.

“And nuts?

“Yes…” he spanks my ass cheeks with the next few words…

” You’re selfish! Only thinking of yourself!” I go down on him.

I lick around his cock head initially and it swells…

I’ve wondered if my mouth is small… I know he is well endowed – but my lips are so wide open when he is at his biggest…

Then I go for some throat action. I slide down as far as I can go…

I hear stories about women being able to go right to the base of a man’s cock and imagine that for the guy that would feel amazing. I want to do it for him – but I can’t… I think he’s around 8 inches when fully erect… Sword swallowing classes might be useful flits through my mind…

Anyway, for the next 20 minutes its just my mouth and his cock…

I tease that sensitive underside with my tongue, I throat him as much as I can – once or twice gagging helplessly – but luckily not bringing anything up. Mostly I play with my lips going up and down the head’s rim and the tip or flat of my tongue rubbing that male clit…

Sometimes he helps out a little with his hand at the base… Sometimes I scratch and fondle his balls aswell. I feel really happy to be giving him pleasure…

Sometimes I feel good at what I’m doing… Sometimes I feel like a professional whore… Sometimes I feel abit clumsy and useless…

He  usually takes just over half an hour to cum with penetrative sex – so not a two minute guy…

Its been about half an hour – he’s apologising…

I tell him its ok and “I’m alot tougher than some people think! (One of Mowgli’s lines from the Jungle book.) Yes its true my mouth and tongue are tired and a little numb – but I’m feeling quite happy where I am.

He goes on his side and begins to take charge a little…. He rolls me onto my back and pins me down with his cock stopping me from going anywhere…

I get back on top and give head for all I am worth – sometimes pulling the angle of his cock down  – which he likes… He uses his hand on the base, he moves my head with his hand and directs one of my hands to his anus and then he cums…

I swallow and swallow…  Then lick up the little trickles of after cum – finally giving a few sucks..

Then I snuggle up to his back and just before falling asleep I rub my breasts against his back – which gets me into a state of frenzy.. which I maddening don’t do anything about – but then its about 1am – so sleep drags me down and gives me some relief…

 

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Hopelessly hoping for cock…

Enjoyable while it lasted...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

There has been only a little fucking this week, but much masturbation – some of it mutual. He is still ill – just waiting for results of test…

Last night we were teasing each other silly for what seemed like ages… I had resisted cumming as I was hopelessly hoping for cock… but then after much pounding of pussy, nipple pinching, cock stroking and clit rubbing, I couldn’t hold out anymore… I was letting myself give in to his so persuasive fingers and just about to go over the edge when ‘patter of tiny feet…’

Little face at end of bed and then small climbing body which squeezes itself between us…Seconds later it is snoring contentedly…

Well, that was the end of that! (And serves me right!)

 

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Putting the record straight…

I haven’t mentioned this before – because it seemed quite insignificant at the time – but my husband now knows about this blog…

I can’t lie about anything really to my nearest and dearest friends and I just had to tell him…

His reaction, I thought was incredible as it was so ‘nothing!’

I think I began the conversation with lights out and just after having sex…

“Well, that’s another one for the blog…”

“Oh yeh?” he replies rather sleepily…

“I actually do have a blog…”

“Yeh… Really?” still sleepy – probably not the best time to have a conversation with him!

“I’ll tell you about it in the morning, but basically our sex life in detail is on the internet…”

“What… what have you called your blog?”

“Sexuallifeofawife.”

“Oh that sounds good.”

“Really, so you don’t mind?”

“No, why should I?” I pause in the conversation to think of a reply and in the meantime he is asleep…

The next morning I show him some posts (I go out the room as I feel really quite scared of his opinion on my writing – him being a writer by profession and ‘abit’ of a perfectionist!)

And as I thought the first thing he does is point out some spelling and punctuation mistakes (!)

Then he gives me praise! (Hallelujah and I jump 50 feet inside myself!) He likes it! He can be so scornful of bad/lazy writing and he wouldn’t be too worried about hurting my feelings on this account.

So now that puts the record straight!

Oh, yeh... this has been me all week!

 

 

 

 
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Posted by on December 14, 2011 in Honesty, relationships, sex, The truth

 

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